Tuesday, September 6, 2022

2022 February & March - Dragon Diary

Diary: It's my homework and I need to do it, though I spend no time on it. It will be rough and may never be cleaned up, though I may extract a piece and give it its own post. The goal...just blog it.

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"The green energy bank maiden needed to see how it was done." Sacto Fig Tree avatar
 
February Overall: Still a cripple with two arthritic knees, left arthritic hip, right knee baker's cyst all of this causing drop foot on the right side. I did not write much for the next months because I am trying to figure out  how to walk again and heal myself a the same time.

5th - I took on the Fig tree energy. In the record, she is in love with me. In the record, humanity has an individualized concept of love for another. Love is not something you buy on the store shelf and when it is gone there is no more. One can be in love with many persons, though that would be a hard concept for the current human society.  
 
7th - Ibol became me. I could feel the presence of her horns and tail. In the record, she is no longer a blonde and I am good with a united Ibol and Ubol. No more schism with my avatar.

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"David still has a lot of work to do, but he is advancing." Sport therapy avatar
 
March Overall: Fixing my  hip and knees seems overwhelming, but I need to try. 
- My big issue is breaking the cycle of limping. It gets embedded on you, then you need to reset it again.
 
 18th - I tell them I am ready whether or not that I am ready. Why won't the golem race take over the security of the physical world?
 
21st - Updated post: Dark Energy & Matter Discussion, Monday at 10:30 a.m. PST I had issue with other joining. No one was attending besides a physics who doubted everything, which I am okay with but I need a break from it.  I am not sure how to get the word out without looking like a mad man. I need to make a DEM engine. I have no clue how to do it, though I remember seeing a functioning engine which means that I could make it? In the record, what is weirder is having voice hearers reject me just because I don't fit their trauma scenario. 

28th - While at a support group meeting I did a doodle by accident, so i thought. In the record, soon I used the golem shaft to clean off the DEM worm trail on my hip joint area and use it to walk again.

Update: 2022 September 7 - added doodle and words

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