2021 November - Dragon Diary

 It is a diary of my daily experiences. If an event is important, it will have its own post... 

"You will die if I have a chance." Female rat avatar

 

Overall: I am a cripple doing physical labor. If I stand in one place my upper body strength will make the project possible.

 

3rd - Going to the sports doctor, meet Terra and Donna on the way.  And I take a complete round about way to the office. In the record, I should have followed Google maps. Sorry about that.

- I went into the wrong building. Climb, in a male human form, was outside to redirect me to the correct doorway. 

- Had a choking sensation while filling out the form. Little did I know that I was going to find out why I have arthritic hips. In the record, they are spending a lot of time on stopping this exam.

- The doctor also read that I had arthritic knees. He takes up my leg and bends the knee not understanding why it is moving perfectly normal.  In the record, when I sleep on my back we, Ibol and I, place my hands on my hips. Come the morning my arms are sore from the healing that Ibol did that night.

- I had a depression attack about my hip, but it is not me. It felt like it was outside of me, which is an odd sensation. In the record, I traced the person responsible for the emotional form and end it. It was very odd. Imagine feeling sad but it is just outside of your body. As if it is trying to get in but can't.

 

4th - I activated my mandalas on my joints 

- At night while I slept, I shivered but I am not in pain. Ibol is taking most of the pain. 

- The cleaned mandala was contaminated again. In the record, again, once touched always in touch, led me to an angry person who fled. I fixed the mandala again.

12th - updated post: Dark Energy & Matter Discussion, Monday at 10:30 a.m. PST

 

An avatar female in a rat shell at the bottom of the firewood paper barrel.

- My son was surprised by a rat he found in the paper barrel that was being emptied of the firewood. I calmly looked in and said, "You are quite pretty. To bad you are going to die." I dropped nontoxic rat poison in the barrel for its finally meal.

- That night, I had stomach craps. I curled up in a ball of pain wondering what is happening to me.

14th - I take Amtrak to pick up my brother's pickup truck for hauling stuff for the patio project. On the train trip, I coughed when the train crossed the Carquinez Strait. In the record, my brown Earth mass ground to the train and bridge was weak and disrupted by the new DEM river coming down the strait. 

24th - I forgot that the front entry way is a retaining wall of the concrete block from 20 years ago when the house was originally built, which have to be remove for soil compaction. Nuts!

 

30th - Ben and I emptied the paper barrel and did not find a dead rat. Ben was confused. We both agreed that it could not jump out of the barrel and the barrel had no starch marks on the side walls. It finally clicked for me that it was not a rat. In the record, the female avatar in the rat shell purposefully ingested the rat poison to harm me. Luckily, I had already tasted the Rat-X with no ill effects. It taste like salty wood. In the record, once touched, always in touch, went back to me. I worked with the skunk avatar to put a barrier around the lower garage for my protection.

Update: 

2022 May 16 - added knee bending

2022 November 3 - redid the intro for Iphone

2023 July 15 - reposted pics

2021 October - Dragon Diary

 It is a diary of my daily experiences. If an event is important, it will have its own post...

"It must be completed for this to be your house."  Bart

 

Overall: Work on the front patio and steps is taking up most of my time. Sorry.

 

 1st - I am able to distinguish between DEM gravity and Physical gravity. It takes effort because the DEM world is more colorful and larger than the physical world.

9th - At times I feel lost. How do I teach the human race about DEM? Who will listen to me? I hear a voice say, "baby steps."

10th - updated post: 2021 July - Dragon Diary

 

11th - updated post: 2021 September - Dragon Diary 

 

13th - We are now planning on fixing up the front with a new patio. This will consume a lot of my time, which means less time for the blog. 

 

15th - Started the online meeting with anyone to talk about DEM.  No one came. But I will continue with it.  My son attends it. He is a trained physics person. The goal is to have him manipulate DEM which affects him.

16th - Trying to get into a group of physics to talk about DEM. Wish me luck. In the record, when I try to join a group, I would have a conversation the moderator's voices about letting me in and the terms of me being allowed in. The physics group moderators told me to talk about something that they can see. I guess I will start off with the velvet hands racket.

24th - I stare out the window and look at the swinging bird feeder. I see a thin gray thread connecting the feeder to the ground, except it is swings back and forth just behind the swing of the feeder. In the record, The baseball record I looked at had a similar lag of the gray thread. I am assuming this is gravity for the 5%, physical stuff. Maybe this is why planes can fly? Now I want to make paper airplanes. LOL

 

26th - Finally retold my kids why I retired. One of them is physics train. I need to talk to him about what I see fits in with the physical world. 

30th - I had a panic attack about losing my home. In the record, they be trying hard to have this not succeed. I asked the owner of the other half and they said they plan to stay for a long time. In the record, I open the record and hear a door screech open as I am cursed for opening the door. In the record, they should know by now that "once touched, always in touch" applies to the DEM world.

Update: 

2021 December 26 - Updated meeting and panic attack

2021 December 27 & 29 - fixed pic again

2022 March 21 - minor grammar

2022 November 3 - redid the intro for Iphones

2023 July 15 - reposted new pic

The Physicists And Voice Hearers Meet To Explore Dark Energy & Matter - 12th Intervoice Congress 2021 talk

 "In the record, all we know about DEM is not books. You just have to figure out." Coach Dave

The talk link is here. My talk is 2nd from the bottom. 

I gave an online presentation at the 12th Intervoice Congress of 2021 back in September. 

The slides for the talk are here. 

All the other talks are about folks dealing with their voices. 

My talk is about physicists working the voice hearers, a.k.a. DEM hearers, to explore Dark Energy & Matter, DEM. 

At least they did not throw me out. 

In the talk, I had an issue trying to say clairvoyance. Four times I tried to say clairvoyance and was stopped from saying it.  I never looked at the reason why until now.

In the record, I hear an angry male voice trying to stop the talk. I also see one of my many hands cover his mouth to allow the talk to go forward. The orange man was at it again. 

Update: 

2023 July 15 - reposted pic

 

The Website is not up...I gave up on it

Yes, I do have a website, but it is rubbish now. 

It is here. 

I am working on it. 

The goal of the website was to index my blog. 

Let's face, the blog is me writing what I experience, though the listing is random.

The website would fix this. 

I would be able to have arcs of the various DEM folks I know. 

For instance, I did an arc on Ibol in the blog, but there are more that could be added that exist in the blog now.

Another goal is to have listings of meetings and DEM classes that folks can attend.

There are other things the Web site will provide, I just need to get it out there.

 

The loony part is that I had the web site since 2019.

I kept delaying until it is done. 

It is not done, but it is now out there.

So there you go. It is out there, but it is a work in progress. 

Thanks for your patience. 

David

Update: 

2022 July 25 - I closed my web site. Just not finding the time to do it. Tired of spending the money thinking that I am going to do it. 

2023 May 1 - redid the title

 

Cold Showers: Banana or Strawberry Size?

 "The goal is to make it bigger." Ibol

Stock photo from here.

 I will start a series of blog post on the benefits of cold showers. I am not comfortable with the subject of sex, which is probably an offshoot of my Catholic upbringing. I do know folks keep asking so I will try and describe it in a manner that will not get me band. 

Okay all you male folks reading this post, which fruit, banana or strawberry, should a penis be at all times other than during sex.  

Remember I take cold shower. 

The correct answer is a strawberry.  Yes, a cute little strawberry. Smaller than the ones in the picture above.

So here is why. 

When you take a cold shower, the strands of Wiggle energy come out with the cold water and hit your physical body. The constant batter of your physical body by the strands pushes your physical body back to the shape of your soul. In a sense, a cold shower is a full body workout. I do end up splitting in the shower as though I am on a run. 

Let's discuss the affect of a hot shower with red shards. In fact let's give it a name. Let's call the stripping away of your outer DEM layer through a hot shower as chronic DEM wasting disease.  If I had to guess, the majority of penis disorders would be fixed with cold showers. 

 

Below are 5% reasons to do cold showers:

WebMD:  https://www.webmd.com/sleep-disorders/benefits-of-cold-vs-hot-shower

UCLA Health: https://www.uclahealth.org/news/6-cold-shower-benefits-consider

 

This is statue proof that men are suppose to have small penis. Picture is from Wiki. 

Update:  

2021 October 11 - minor grammar 

2023 January 22 - defined DEM 

2023 March 29 - Added David statue. 

2023 May 9 - added 5% links on cold showers 

2023 July 15 - reposted pics

2021 September - Dragon Diary

It is a diary of my daily experiences. If an event is important, it will have its own post...

"That is correct." Vibration teacher

 

Overall: Still living the dream of being broke and unmotivated.

 

3rd - While doing the presentation at the 12th World Hearing Voice Congress, I tried four times to try and say the word "clairvoyant" and could not. I paused and thought and was able to finally say clairvoyant. In the record, something was stopping me from saying clairvoyant.  In the record, I hear an angry male voice say, "No! You are not." It would seem that the Orange man wanted to shut me down. Interesting. I am getting closer to him, which should be one of my planks but I threw him in the schismed DEM folks.

 

6th - updated post: Avatar Connected: Mood Swings & How to Stop the Mood Swings

 

15th - While attending the board meeting, I tell them a member of the support group ended their life. Everyone on the board is emotional distressed, but not me. I am only thinking that it's another schismed soul to save. In the record, I remember when I was distraught when I found out a double of mine was ended. Now I wonder how did I lose that emotion. Is it when you operate in the DEM that you see beyond the flesh. I wonder what has happened to me. In the record, the double was Ibol's doppelganger. It was not even me, though I thought it was a male version of me on Venus. 

16th - I have decided to attend the special message group, then I realized that I have yet to formulate a platform. The main planks are: 

- help all the races continuously improve their processes to better server their customer

- negotiate an end to the war against the human race

- rescue all schismed DEM folks so they can be whole

- move the human race from passive to active DEM user to combat climate change

- allow other races to experience what it is like to be human 

17th - I plan to do the announcement of my special message at the special message meeting which I did not do.

23rd - Updated post: Game Avatar: One Roll Yahtzee

 

24th -  I woke up at 10 to the phone. The hair stylist wonders why I am not at the appointment.  She apologized at she sent the wrong reminder time and set up another appointment for Sunday. In the record, I had no ideal how important my declaration was at the special message Meeting. It seems that I need to do the official proclamation for the time lines to change. Nothing will be chanced until I do the proclamation.

- At the special message meeting, I do my full name, my title and planks as written above. When I do my full name I start cry. I quickly state that I will read it off my blog. In the record, my tie to Bart is cool, especially when he gets emotional. FYI Bart is the creator, of the creator, of my creator, Gray folk - Boxman - Ibol. 

25th - Fast asleep, I see a wall with a small gap. My teacher vibrates her entire being and slips through the crack on the other side. It's now my turn to try. I try the vibrate but hit the wall. I vibrate more and slip through to the other side. In the record, I guess I am practicing how to walk through walls. I don't know.

26th - Lying down in the living room, I start to listen in on a conversation. Someone has shown a physicist the presentation I did at the Voice congress. In listening to the conversation, I hear the physicist say that DEM is not gravity. In the record, he is correct. I thought the brown Earth matter was gravity because of how it interacts with our DEM soul. Now I am wondering why I don't see gravity. 

- My left leg still is a problem. I pull out a DEM scroll, 18" long by 5" diameter. As it is pulled out it starts flipping through pages on the scroll. I said the typical, "What the...". I put it back not knowing what it is. 

 

27th - Again, lying down in the living room, I looked at the perfect throw blog timeline record. I saw a razor thin physical gravity attached to the baseball and the ground. I now recall a timeline of a game of 8 ball pool when I broke the racked up balls. I now see colorful sparks coming off the collisions of the balls. In the record, this is cool. I have clairvoyance of 100% of everything, the physical and DEM. The question to ask now is, "Why do we need DEM?" Here is the link to the baseball pic.

- The reply below is what I posted in the physics chat forum:

I will do my best to describe the Dark Energy & Matter (DEM) event, though I have never looked at in detail. The best way to describe it would be to show a picture. In my blog here: https://www.thevoiceinsidemyhead-myavatar.com/2021/10/2021-september-dragon-diary.html, I have an edited picture of what gravity would look like on a thrown baseball. I pick a baseball because I have lot of timeline records I can examine from playing baseball when when I was young. 

Note that there seem to be two parts of the gray gravity: the gray thread and the gray mass attached to the ball, which I will now label the anchor. 

In a moving record, I see that gray anchor always at the bottom of the ball when thrown. Also note that the gray thread lags behind the thrown ball. 

In another record, I see that when the ball is on the ground, the anchor size is diminished. When the ball is picked up, the anchor immediately expands on the underside of the ball. Once picked up, no matter how high the ball is, the expanded anchor and thread are a fix size.

I just finished looking at several large and small objects, car, book, bike, rock, feather, and both the thread and anchor seem proportional to the mass of the object. 

All the thread are attached to the physical Earth. 

Thanks for asking, it got me to examine the record in detail. 

Also, fun part of DEM examination, is that I get to name it all because I am the first to publish it.

Well, I am going to be honest here. I am not sure if that gray gravity is DEM. I have labeled, examined, and made other aspects of DEM, but these gray thread and anchor are only attached to the 5%, physical matter. For years, I missed finding gravity because DEM is so much more than these tiny aspects of gravity.

 

Update: 

2021 October 11 - minor grammar, added to the 3rd and links.

2022 November 3 - redid the intro for Iphones

2023 April 17 - add reply to physics chat room

2023 April 18 - grammar

2023 June 29  - reposted pic

2023 July 15 - reposted other pic

2021 August - Dragon Diary

It is a diary of my daily experiences. If an event is important, it will have its own post... 

"We will finally meet." Princess Tabby

 

Overall: I am struggling to be motivated to blog while barely making enough money since I retired early. I blame the many AME tours and conferences I attended. One of the main themes was pursue your dreams. When I heard that in an AME lecture, I always thought, "Yeah, right!". Knowing that I would never be able to do that. But look at me now, broke and unmotivated. I am living the dream. Is there a rinse and repeat button I can press? Oh my God! 

Okay, that is out of my system. 

Seriously though, I retired early to teach the human race how to become active DEM users. I have no clue how to do it. You would need a school of the Dark Arts to teach people...wait a minute. We already have a school of the Dark Arts. Many DEM people have attended the school here. I guess I could do it online for the human people? So, to start I will hold a half hour talk each Friday. Well there you go. What? I set it for 10! I usually wake up at 10. See you at 10?

In the record, I have been too preoccupied with the Orange man. I need to move on and teach.

 

1st - I dreamt about a blue nuke that was going to kill me. I tried to protect who was near me. I die but my soul survived. I wake up and go to the bathroom. Go back to sleep and see who did this. 

in the record, folks at the support meeting have been reporting about nightmare in dream land. 

 3rd - I am about to go to the house when I meet a black cat on the sidewalk. In the record, I start to put my hand out and the cat person puts their hand on mine to open the record, but no record is open.

"We need to talk."

"What? About what?"

"You need to visit us."

Then she hands me a thought form of her moon that circles Saturn. 

I have done nothing with the cat people nor the spider folks. 

"Deep breathes...relax" I hear from a male voice. In the record, my Uncle wants me to work with his people.

6th - Fast asleep, back at the DEM electronic shop, I visit to a human DEM engineer about his design for a DEM control module. I talked to the engineer. 

"This is no different than what you made in the physical world. How is that going to work."

"It should work, it is more about the white lines then the design."

In the record, we need to start up a DEM design class for human souls to take. 

 

8th - I watch a recording of the Olympic horse jumping. The announcer says that the red-yellow bar, rail, is being knocked down by several horses. She said, "It is as if they don't see it." In the record, I look at several of the different wood rails. They all look like burnt twigs. I have never looked at lumber before. It all looks like shriveled brunt wood, which I guess makes sense since most of the DEM in the wood was extracted in the drying process. I also look at other rails and realize that I can see them, but not as clearly as the top bright red-yellow rails. In the record, the yellow part of the rail has lead pigments in the paint to achieve the bright colors. With clairvoyant sight, the yellow middle part of the rail was barely visible compared to the red part. The horse's DEM vision does not see the middle part of the rail and assumes it is not there until they knock it down.

13th - I am watching a Nat Geo special on the tomb of the China's first Emperor tomb.  Off to my right, Albert Lin's soul beckons me to go into the tomb. Next thing I know, we are both standing in the forest outside an entrance of the tomb walkway. My soul walked through the Earth down the dark corridor. All around me is a black purple DEM oozing out of the walls. I reached the bottom and see a sickly Emperor covered with black purple ooze hovering over his body. As I point at him, I strike up a conversation with the Emperor.

"You're a mess."

"I want to leave my tomb."

"That might not be possible until this place is detoxed. You are going to have to let folks come in and clean up. Then it may be possible."

"I want to leave my tomb."

"You have to help them open the tomb."

"I want out of my tomb"

"It's up to you. Remember you are the one that went on a mercury binge."

As I exist the corridor, Albert ask if he was in there, which I replied that he was. 

In the record, when Albert say he can sense presence of others at the historical site, he is really doing it.

17th - While watching the NHK news, I found out that there was an earthquake in Haiti with a high death rate. I am stunned and started to wonder if the golem race understood that one human death is one to many.  When I talked to the person in charge of the earthquake, their reply was that less humans died compared to last time. I had to agree that it was around 1% compared to last time. 

See Haiti Earthquake link history

20th - I meet up with the Haiti golems to talk about the Earthquake. A female golem is now in charge of that Earthquake zone.  We review the building collapse in Florida as a feature to see if a building is strong enough to sustain a quake.

27th - I signed up to speak at the 12th World Hearing Voices Congress. I was busy doing the slides for the presentation. The slides are here. 

- I practiced the talk out loud and envision the DEM engine when I explain it. Then I finally review the blog post on the avatar car, I see a theoretical design, not the finally streamline design I saw in my thoughts. In the record, they have made avatar cars and trucks. Of course I have seen the final design.

 

Update: 

2021 October 11 - minor grammar

2022 November 3 - redid the intro for iPhones

2023 July 15 - reposted pics

Dark Energy & Matter Discussion, Monday at 10:30 a.m. PST

 "He finally did it." Bart

Join with Google Meet

the link has been deleted. I need to figure out if I want to restart it.

 A half hour discussion with David Hallsted about his clairvoyant sight of Dark Energy & Matter, DEM. 
At the 12th World Hearing Voices Congress I presented The Physicists and Voice Hearers Meet to Explore Dark Energy & Matter.
There can be time for other questions regarding his blog, The Voice Inside my Head - My Avatar.
 
The rules of the meeting are simple. 
Stay on topic in the meeting and chat and you can stay. 
Stray off topic and I will have to mute you and possible throw you out of the meeting. 
This is not a support group meeting. 
I really want to discuss the physics of Dark Energy & Matter, DEM.
Thanks for your help.
David Hallsted 

Update: 

2021 October 11 - added link to voice hearing meetings 

2021 October 15 - change pm to am

2021 November 12 - moved the meeting from Friday to Monday

2022 March 21 - deleted the link

2023 July 15 - reposted pic

2021 July - Dragon Diary

It is a diary of my daily experiences. If an event is important, it will have its own post... 

"He finally knows the difference between fake and real timelines." Professor who teaches the timeline class.

 

Overall:

- The Weather avatars are not being very careful about their affect on the human race. Meetings have started for an overall coordination of their actions like the golem race had done.

 

4th - While I was watching the Captain America - The First Avenger movie, two voice things happened.  The first one is about the special effects used to make the skinny Captain. When I heard the skinny Rogers talk, it sounded off. Normal, when a person speaks the voice comes from the person. Since the body is different then the actor of Chris Evans, the voice does not match the location of skinny Rogers.

- The second one was Stanley Tucci as the elderly German scientist, Abraham Erskine. The voice he used was one of the voices used by Mark "Sherlock" Hulmes, the Dungeon Master for High Rollers. 

10th - I sit around wondering if it will happen. I question whether the golem race will do the safety of the world. I go to bed late in the a.m. of the next day. In the record, having acknowledgement is nice for once.

 11th - updated post: 2021 March - Dragon Diary

 13th - I am fast asleep. I am at a class which is explaining how to blow the capacitors of a DEM SUV.

17th - Again, I am fast asleep in the early morning, when I had another event with my avatar. It's a silvery event of some type.  In the record, I saw her floating above me. Next, her body heaved upward as a part of me was merged into her. 

In the record, since the 2401 event, Ibol changed from a blonde to a black haired female.

- Caught a cold but it only last a few hours.

18th - Went out doing Pokemon Go via the car for the Go Fest. I had the window down and not masked and caught a cold. 

19th - updated post: 2021 June - Dragon Diary

20th - A facilitator convinced me to apply to the 12th World Hearing Voices Congress to give a presentation. My topic is The Physicists and Voice Hearers Meet to Explore Dark Energy & Matter. I do less blogging and concentrate on the half hour presentation. Now the mania hits as I practice the presentation.

29th - I watched Simone have the twisties during the 2020 Summer Olympics. My first thought is that she just broke her DM, dark matter, connection to the Earth. In the record, in the pics above from this link, she is fine until she does her twist and snapped her DM Earth connection. This is similar to the time I was on a SUP board and started to channel DE Wiggle energy due to my lack of a DEM connection to the Earth. If i had to guess, she took one of those Japanese bath up to her neck which shreds your DEM from your physical body. Also, the building is new and had little DEM in the dead concrete monolith. I imagine if the crowds were able to attend, the combine DEM of everyone would offset the lack of DEM in the concrete. And there is the plastic everywhere. Yeah, it's probably a combination of stuff.

Update - 

2021 October 10 - Added twisties

2022 November 3 - redid the intro for Iphones

2023 July 15 - reposted pics

Building Collapse - A Clairvoyant View

 "Our since regrets for all those who lost their lives." Florida State Dragon

Picture is from the Chris Hayes News show. 

As I watch the Chris Hayes news show, I disbelieved that the condo fell on its own. I start to think of man made causes that would bring it down. I know that all of the plumbing would share a common vents which would exit at the top. It would not be too hard to have explosives on a fuse dropped down each vent. Lite the fuse and walks away. Do the middle one first which would aid in the collapse of the other side. A perfect hit man job to take out your assignment. From the picture above a pull out a DEM model of the condo.

My eyes widen, as I mutter, "Ow! What the hell?"

The condo's right side had thousands of small white lines everywhere, while the left had just one large white line. I disbelieved the view and opened a view of the building that captured the video of the fallen condo. It looked just like the left half with a large white line. I looked at the fallen building seam and the lines end at the left side seam. On close examination, the white line are some form of Wiggle energy.  The building peers below are a complete mystery. They should be grey like all man made physical matter that lacks any DEM, but have red DE. The right side peers are almost gone compared to the left side.

I never used clairvoyance to looked at building, except when Berkeley had the wooden deck collapse back in June 2016. A clairvoyant view of the deck support show missing wood which would be the decayed wood. 

Yet another thing for me to check before I enter concrete buildings, which I will not do because I am lazy. Oh well...

Update: 

2021 July 19 - Added rest of my statement.

2023 July 15 - reposted pics

2021 June - Dragon Diary

It is a diary of my daily experiences. If an event is important, it will have its own post... 

"We need to be ready for the age of DEM." Gwen

 

Overall: 

- My eye water more than normal, provided there is a normal.  And they sometimes hurt. 

- I am still working on fixing my leg for my new DE soul. There are four boxes I open to exam my body: physical, DEM, Boxman, DEM supplies. 

- I keep thinking where did the human race veer off from the DEM path. As far as I can tell, we, the human race, live in Eden. I continue to do experiments on my life to make Eden happen.

2nd - Fast asleep, up in the golden tower, my soul looked out across the lake and saw the distance mountain snow experiment. The weather avatar spoke to me. 

"What do you think?"

"Is that DM snow?"

"Yes it is. Soon we should be able to replicate it across the Sierra golem range."

"You know we are in a drought."

"Yes, but this will be a permanent fix."

In the record, for too long, Earth has been in auto pilot control which has been easily corrupted. It time the planet did what made sense for all the races. The pic is from here.

 

4th - I go outside to see a large flock of crows circle the house. In the record, the Crow Queen, her handmaidens, and the Raven Queen pay a visit.

 

6th - Had a snack and eat some leftover pizza, then I felt hungry and had to eat more.  So how is this different than taking two bites of an apple and filling full? In the record, the apple had DE energy, more Eden experiments to come.

8th - updated post: Why Blog? The Living Book & Post Deletions and Updates

- updated post: Ibol Story Arc 5: Gaia Form

- updated post: Ibol Story Arc 13: The First Words

 

10th - Maze link I am fast asleep in my bed, though I am on the massive warehouse of the Electronics shop. I weaved through 12 foot high shelves of PC boards of all shapes and sizes. I saw others examine the boards for ideals. I search to get to my location to view the work. At the work bench, the DEM tech showed me a board where the white life line light up as complete.  

I asked, "Will the DEM board work just like a physical board."

DEM tech, "It should. The lines work. It just not physical." 

In the record, Gwen's shop is busy making DEM machines for the avatar, dragon, golem and human races to use. 

13th - Double masked, I walked to the bank to deposit my checks.  Later that day I feel Covid ill. My only thought is that I am fully vaccinated and I sanitized my hand as I left the bank. In the record, I used the chronopointer to pinpoint the day. It light up on the 14th, which is a Monday and I went on a Sunday, the 13th. I start to wonder if I don't know how to use the chronopointer. I review the record with more detail. I get a lock sound for the 13th, though it still lights up on the 14th because the check clears on that day. 

In the record, the chronopointer has a DEM lock sound which I forgot about.

 

25th - I did a clairvoyant view of the Florida condo that collapsed. This will be it own post. 

29th - Trying to wake up at 9 a.m. to get stuff done, which means I go to bed by midnight.  Trying to get a schedule. LOL

Update: 

2021 July 19 - added link to condo, 13th, chronopointer.

2021 December 20 - grammar corrections

2022 November 3 - redid the intro for Iphones

2023 June 29 - reposted pics

2021 May - Dragon Diary

It is a diary of my daily experiences. If an event is important, it will have its own post... 

"A good teacher lets their student explore to find the answers." Lord of Flames

Overall - My hands, neck, body is waxy to the my touch. Kind of weird. 

- The bathroom mirror steams up even with cold shower. A month ago, this did not happen. In the record, when the cold water hit my body I can sense my body heat evaporate the water.  White shards of vapor are present. I hear a different DE sound than the red shard sound.

- Sometime I lay on the bed to just think, just wondering if I am ready to do it.

 

1st - My eyes water a lot. I use to have allergies, perhaps this is all I need to do now?

- The DM water level is close to the top of Marin Avenue by Grizzly Peak Boulevard. I am still not clear on what is happening.

4th - At the support group meeting, I finally mentioned that I had invisible teachers who taught me how to make records and how to read records while using my avatar's eye, a.k.a. my voice. I said, "It's not like there is a neon sign point to Dark Energy and Matter saying that, "This is it." " And it is not like there is a neon sign saying that I am clairvoyant. You just have to figure it out." In the record, I was clairvoyant and seeing DEM years before I understood it.

5th - Finally released more avatar dialogues on lots of different folks. I still have more to do.

10th - I finished the family/relative newsletter. One of the topics was about why I got the vaccine. And this is the weird twist. I was going to talk about that when I grew up in the 1960's we did not have a vaccine for rubella, a.k.a. German measles. So here I am sitting on the throne, a.k.a. toilet, thinking about the story of a young boy who gave his pregnant mom rubella, which created a mental handicap in the baby when she was born. The emotion I felt over and over was guilt, extreme guilt for what I had done. The story was not about my family or me, but the guilt was extreme. In the record, when I did an examine of me, I found in the box man exam a "monkey on my back", a.k.a emotional form. I could see it darting from record to record. I guess I may be getting through to him. I guess he is sorry for destroying the fifth planet of our solar system. I need to do a post on just how wrong it all went. 

11th - I thought I barely felt the electric charge of the Iphone screen. Nothing compared to my experience in April. 

- I am in a massive warehouse of electronics build and design. There are all sorts of humans and non-humans working on various electronic devices. As I walk around the maze of circuit board shelves, I talk to various folks trying to locate my section. In the record, it is not unusual that I am more busy in my dream worlds then my physical human world.

14th - The new DEM ocean is cleaner than the previous stagnant pond where the energy bank would be cleaning the pond. The energy banks still operates. Perhaps this is the rinse cycle. In the record, the new rising DEM ocean is above the 5,000 elevation. See the pic above. I had me, my soul, stand on the rock feature to place the current DEM ocean level. As you might expect, the interface between the Pacific Ocean and Land DEM Ocean flow with the tide. It's flowing over the I5 freeway Grapevine. I guess I should investigate what is happening? The real question is how does this relate to the current drought in California. I have not a clue. 

- updated post: Ibol Story Arc 7: Music in my Head

- getting better at distinguishing between me and the Orange man. 

22nd - Doing more outside the box examines, OTB. Found yet another monkey on me. It seems to be the main source of my mania, a.k.a. stream of consciousness. In the record, it is exhilarating ride provided you know when to get off. 

 

23rd - Last night was another, "I am on fire" night. I guess I will look at it sometime in the future?

- The DM water level is up 2 feet against the Sierras. See pic above.

26th - another "I am on fire" night. 

27th - a Golem Queen comes by for a visit.

28th - "The light, you must stay out of the light.", is the one thought that I must adhere to as I navigate the mountain pass. I finally meet up with my mountain kin in the cave. In the record, I get an update on the plans of the golem race, though I attended in my golem form, my human soul was shut out of   the meeting. If my human soul attended the meeting, I would have to submit the records to the Mercury library.

30th - I had the pleasant surprise of someone calling my a bucking shothead. You can fill in the correct letters. It attached to me like a monkey on your back. I was able to tie up the emotional form with white DE thread, dark energy, from my fingers. I then cupped it between my hands and disintegrated to basic DEM stuff. In the record, I have used DE thread before to mend stuff. Now I can use it to bind DEM stuff.

 

Update: 

2022 November 3 - redid the intro for Iphones

2023 July 15 - reposted pic